Thursday, August 22, 2013

My Life.. and those New Beginnings..


I posted back in November about my future plans and where I felt God leading me. In an update to that post... I AM A STUDENT IN THE SOCIAL WORK GRADUATE PROGRAM!!

And a little insight into this calling...


I know that every life experience we have will help us identify in some way to a client we may have in the future. I know God has a reason for everything we go through in our lives. I will admit I was embarrassed to know I have been working in the flooring industry for two years now and most of my classmates have been working in areas related to their intended careers. However, as I look back on the last ten years of my life and think of all the countries I've traveled through and all of the organizations I've worked with, I realize I've been surrounded by my own personal “social work” experiences. In Canada, I worked with a Philippine church; in Europe we talked with veterans as they remembered the 61st anniversary of D-Day. In Brazil, we volunteered with college students on their perspective campuses and gave "Free Hugs" to anyone who would accept. In India, I met and talked with many women who had been kidnapped, raped, and sold into sex trafficking. In Haiti, I've been to countless villages and seen the destruction from the earthquake. I've seen the devastating path of poverty that nearly every family is bound to travel. I've hugged, bathed, rocked, and fed many orphans and shown them individual love and care while I weep knowing they fight for the attention of their two caregivers along with 25 other children. They cry at night when they have bad dreams and when their tiny tummies are growling with the pains of hunger. I've been there to help ease that pain. I have been blessed with these many opportunities to travel and serve the least of these, but I go in Jesus’ name. Nothing "Ansley" can do will "fix" any problem. I go because I am commanded to go (Matthew 28:19-20). I go because we are instructed to care for widows and orphans in their distress (James 1:27). By God's grace, I am set free! Because I can do nothing to save myself, I am compelled to share with others of His grace and mercy!! I feel God’s guidance so strongly when it comes to this field, and I know I am exactly where I am meant to be.
I have been working with diverse populations most of my life and this is the area where I am most interested. I always think of The Legend of the Starfish and it is not my vision to help the world, but rather make a difference in the life of one person at a time. I will leave you with this poem:
A man was walking along a beach upon which thousands of starfish had been washed up. Left on the sand by the receding tide the starfish were certain to die as the sun dried them out. The man also saw a boy picking up starfish and flinging them back into the sea. Planning to teach the boy a little lesson in common sense, the man walked up to the boy and said, "I have been watching what you are doing, son. You have a good heart, and I know you mean well, but do you realize how many beaches there are around here and how many starfish are dying on every beach every day? Surely such an industrious and kind hearted boy such as yourself could find something better to do with your time. Do you really think that what you are doing is going to make a difference?" The boy looked up at the man, and then he looked down at a starfish by his feet. He picked up the starfish, and as he gently tossed it back into the ocean, he said, "It makes a difference to that one." ~Author Unknown

Monday, November 5, 2012

A New Beginning

I have a Facebook friend who posts from the book Jesus Calling by Sarah Young and today's reading spoke to me. The last year and a half has been a struggle to find God's direction in my life when I had muddied the waters with my own plans. When He "pruned" me and I began to tear down the walls I'd built up between me and God, I knew I wasn't going in the direction He wanted me to. Although I knew I was making the right decision to not go to grad school for Speech Therapy, what was I supposed to do now? After this year and a half of prayer and searching, suddenly I realized the answer was right in front of me all along! I am now in the process of trying to continue my education to earn a Master's degree in Social Work. Of all the families I've known and babysat for throughout the years, I knew adoption would be a part of my future. Of all the orphanages that I've worked in and the reformation center in India, suddenly, I had the answer. I don't know what God has in store for my career, but I know that I will be working in some capacity with these vulnerable populations. I want to connect children with their forever families and while they wait, be there to provide love that only Christ can compel me to give! I'm so excited!! OK.. enough about all of that because I could go on and on! Here is the devotional I was talking about:


November 5


You can live as close to Me as you choose. I set up no barriers between us; neither do I tear down barriers that you erect.

People tend to think their circumstances determine the quality of their lives. So they pour their energy into trying to control those situations. They feel happy when things are going well, and sad or frustrated when things don’t turn out as they’d hoped. They ra
rely question this correlation between their circumstances and feelings. Yet it is possible to be content in any and every situation.

Put more energy into trusting Me and enjoying My Presence. Don’t let your well-being depend on your circumstances. Instead, connect your joy to My precious promises:

I am with you and will watch over you wherever you go. I will meet all your needs according to My glorious riches. Nothing in all creation will be able to separate you from My Love.

"I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation.
—Philippians 4:12"

“I am with you and will watch over you wherever you go, and I will bring you back to this land.”
—Genesis 28:15

And my God will meet all your needs according to his glorious riches in Christ Jesus.
—Philippians 4:19

For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
—Romans 8:38–39
JESUS CALLING BY SARAH YOUNG